Before continuing with this story, let us stop now to consider some of the questions which arise in analyzing it so far. There is still a lot of mystery about where GOD came from. What kind of world did he originate in? What is outside of our universe? I am not at all concerned with this at this time. My desires to understand things do not extend beyond GOD, and that is how I think it was intended. I find it amazing that a human being can go so far as to even conceive the ideas of creation to the extent of the universe, let alone beyond it. That my imagination is incapable of even comprehending any possibilities is an indication to me that these things truly are not meant for mortals to understand. If I am successful in my bid to know GOD, I may one day be privileged to ponder such things beyond.

    The next question is where Sophia comes into existence. This is not entirely clear either, but worthy of pondering. Where could she be to fit the profile established? The Dark Sphere: The Void of Space, is the most likely creation to be Sophia. Exactly how she was created is not certain. If this was created inside GOD, then it would be him. But when the time came to send himself into this void in the first sacrifice, there had to be some will to maintain it besides his. The volume of the dark sphere had to either be held in form from the outside or the inside. It had to be its own self before he sent himself into it. Did he give it a self and essence of its own? Or did he leave part of himself behind that he could not get back once the sacrifice was made? We can only speculate. The one thing that seems certain is that the void had to be an entity unto itself. This entity was separate from the creator, but necessary for creation, so it fits in with the concept of Sophia in the purest sense.

    Of further consideration is that beyond beyond that surrounds the Sphere of Darkness. This adds new potential to this whole idea. Perhaps there is a mortal answer to that mystery. It should be accepted that the universe may be finite, but the heavens are certainly infinite. How is this provable? If there is an end to the universe, it has to be a barrier of some sort. What is beyond the barrier? Is it solid? Is it nothing? Whatever it is, there must be something beyond. It is inconceivable to us, this reality of infinity. The concept is clear, but the reality is well beyond our grasp. Maybe this is an indicator that we cannot possibly know GOD as mortal beings. And it brings up an important question: Was the power that was sacrificed into the void GOD? Or was it something else? What could it have been if it was not GOD himself? Are there any possibilities? Did GOD divide himself into more than two parts so that he could leave the spirit and descend into form? Did he not only divide into the void and the outside beyond, but also become a third entity altogether? There is such a thing as the Holy Trinity, but one of these is the Void of Space.

    Let us recall the Holy Trinity: They are the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. The only one we cannot really identify easily is the third one. What is the Holy Spirit? Before we go into that, let us identify the other two with the theoretical story we have been working with. The trinity we have established is the Beyond, the Void, and the Star. How do these line up? If the Star is the reborn GOD, and the Void is the Holy Spirit, then the Son would be the Beyond. This isn’t quite right. If it is reversed though, the Star isn’t GOD at all, but the Son! Now it makes more sense. The Beyond is GOD. That which was sent into the Void is the Son, (Which would be the first of three sacrifices,) who is the Star. The Void would then be the Holy Spirit. Does the Holy Spirit have something in common with the Void, or Sophia? The Holy Spirit is part of each and every one of us as human beings. Every person with a soul has a connection to the Holy Spirit. I believe this capacity comes from the GODDESS side of the Holy family. It is not the GODDESS herself, but a part of her spirit and form, being the form of her true spirit, which was nothing before the Lord. The Holy Spirit is something which then comes alive when we begin to know Jesus Christ.

Copyright 2000 by J.S.Graham